Matlamat hamba

Ya Allah...hamba berlindung dengan rahmatMU daripada marahMU...

Allah... please forgive me...sorry.... Astaghfirullah'azim...

Ya Allah, hanya dua video yang hamba rasa dikau redho - video kak ummu, video ust don.

yang ni subhanaAllah- hambaMU- ustaz asri's.

Ya Allah, setiap hamba perlu pilih matlamatnya kan. Matlamat hamba- REDHO-MU ya Allah.

untuk tujuan itu hamba bahagikan pada beberapa bahagian : ranking now---to---future. insyaAllah...

Allahummah dinii...

STUDY- ilmu ni! Muslim perlu perfect pada ilmu. 1- 'A' BIO
                                                                            2- 'A' PHYSICS
                                                                            3- MBBS- lillah...-hamba ingin sambut baby ya Allah.
                                                                                                         sama2 bersahabat dengan mukminah-
                                                                                                         berjuang melahirkan generasi muslim.
                                                                                                         Allah...hamba kan cuba. Allah...tolong
                                                                                                         hamba.

AYAH&MAK- call mak selang satu hari. doakan mak,ayah. Allah...rahmati mereka.

ADIK-ADIK- dibah-nasihatkan jangan pegang jawatan ya. clear. mbbs iium.
                     - acik - insyaAllah stable. work her out- masa form4.
                     -adik- sayang sungguh2. didikan Al-quran.

SUAMI- tawakal pada Allah. doa,doa,doa lillah. grasping cooking skills! yieha! insyaAllah....

ANAK-ANAK- read the didikan tullab. terbitan jakim.
                         - didikan.- AL-QURAN.
                                        - Languages. may Allah ease me. Arabic, english.                          

Allahu Akbar

bercinta secara HALAL itu HALAL & bercinta secara HARAM itu HARAM.. berpuasalah dulu & IAllah kita akan merasa indahnya waktu berbuka nnti....kesabaran akan dibayar dgn kemanisan y indah....~ustzh fatimah syarha..


Allahumma 'a'inni 'ala zikrika wa syukrika wa husni 'ibadatik

Allah pemilik segala.

Allahumma la mana' lima 'athoika...

ya Allah, tiada yang dapat menghalang pada apa yang kau beri, dan tiada yang dapat memberi pada apa yang engkau halang.. Allah.. ampuni aku... aku berlindung dengan kemaafanMU daripada marahMU..sedang aku tahu DIKAU ya Allah, Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang.

let your intellect works !

my soul is my loveyy.

dearest you, are you alright there ?

i've chose a man dah. whom i'll gain pahala through him thou.

he is firm with his decision.

yes, subhanaAllah, its Allah's guidance.

and so am I,

had chose him firmly,

based on what Rasulullah S.A.W said,

"when there's a good man(i do feel he is soleh---means that he acknowledges Allah---and do love Allah) come to you, accept him."

i choose Akhirat !

Plan for your Akhira carefully, you are going to spend the rest of your life there~

bla la

yes! dier da blaaa! grrr

i'm very sure that Allah loves me !

yes.

i'm pretty sure that Allah loves me !  hik2 hee.

Allahumma.. inni 'abduka..

Allahu Arrahman Arrahiim..

again ! to be remembered..

"Improve your secret and private life, and Allah will improve your public and social life. Make matters well between you and Allah, and Allah will make matters well between you and people. Work for the Hereafter, and Allah will be enough for you in your worldly concerns". [Sufyaan ath-Thawree(rahimahullah)

apesal la cam nak kawin.

nak kawin. nak baby. baby , u'll look very cute! cutey!

dah2!!!

Never in my mind to get married during med student.. First, i was only 23 during final year.. And masa housemanship, memang tader social life lgsg.. Once dah jadi MO, my time still fully occupied with work and oncall.. So basicly, doctors in general doesnt really have time to kawen and honeymoon.. Hahaha.. Its ok, buleh selit2 kenduri kawen after balik dr oncall  my med student life was fun.. I have my gf who study and do silly things together  we are bestfriends until now 




i believe in “if there’s a will, there’s a way” cik as.. im actually quite hard-headed.. in other way, that means stubborn. if i wanted something, i will do it until i get it. everybody lose their focus occasionally but you have to be objective in life. let say you want to study biology chapter 3 today.. (whatever chapter 3 is…) don’t just say i want to study biology today.. that is NOT enough.. sampai tgh malam pun belum tentu abis study, be objective, tell yourself, I will finish biology chapter 3 within 2 hour from 3-5pm.. dang!! kol 5 mesti abis study!! buleh??


okay2, dah2, ni apsal plak terleby risau ni... hmmm... dah2! boring!!! blah2!


bertahan!!! sebulan jer niii!


Allah.

 If either one of you wins in an argument between each other, it’s a losing battle for your marriage.

i do read on a quote--- marriage is the penyatuan of two forgivers!!! chic kan!

Sabda Nabi Muhammad SAW: “Sekiranya aku boleh menyuruh seseorang sujud kepada seseorang manusia, nescaya aku akan suruh perempuan sujud kepada suaminya.” (Di riwayatkan oleh A.Hurairah) . Amazing isn’t it.. I have no comment, just memorize the hadith, ladies!

I want to strive to a be a better muslimah in 2012. I wanna be a better person, wife, mommy, doctor in whatever way I can..  

yes! so am I !!!

maturity counts!

Allahu Akbar.

Allah teaches me to be matured, yet, the tawakal, yes, the tawakal and so, the du'a! yes! Allah... i'm your servant.

i do forgive you because of Allah.
i do lose in the argument because of Allah.
i do love you because of Allah.
i do pray for you because of Allah.
i do humble to you because of Allah.
i do trust you because of Allah.
i do wont repeat any issue again because of Allah.
i do reply your questing because of Allah.
i do let my eyes away from looking you because of Allah.
i do wait for you because of Allah.
i do wont reply the message because of Allah. (just then the point of msg'n is achieved, i'll not reply) its clear!
i do shy to you because of Allah. indeed, shyness is part of Imann.
i do kiss you because of Allah.---( ni bila dah kawin larrrhhh! ) hahah..
i do smile to you because of Allah.
i do thank you because of Allah.
i do 'bergurau' to you because of Allah.

indeed, i do it---everything because of Allah.
cz Allahu Ahad. the Master of mine. Allahu Akbar.

MY MOM IS THE BESTEST FRIEND

Why do i say so??? teheeee
cz my mom 'll never let me in 'berangan' 'koya' ,those stuffs. she keep critisizing me, yet treat me as a 'budak mentah' yang perlu ditunjuk ajar, and ofcourse with love. n i do feel that my mom knows how to deal with her children very well. - its all from ALLAH the most merciful.

Allah is my master.

waAllahu 'A'lam.

Allahumma firghlaha..warhamha..waa'fiha..wa'fua'nha.. Aaamin ya Rabbi..

somehow i forgot ya Allah...

ITS ME TO CHOOSE !

ITS ME TO CHOOSE WHAT TO THINK.

ITS ME TO CHOOSE WHAT TO DO.

ITS ME. THE SERVANT.ALLAH IS MY MASTER

ALLAHU AKBAR !

renungan lorh

kiter selalu mengharapkan lecterur puas hati dengan jawapan kita, padahal kita tak nak tanye, lecterur nak jawapan camne sebenarnye ni? ya Allah, Allahummahdini...

adorable thought!

‎"Improve your secret and private life, and Allah will improve your public and social life. Make matters well between you and Allah, and Allah will make matters well between you and people. Work for the Hereafter, and Allah will be enough for you in your worldly concerns". [Sufyaan ath-Thawree(rahimahullah)

aku hamba. Allah master aku.

aku akan terus berusaha sebab aku hamba. Allah master aku.

ni subjek yang hamba nampak untuk berusaha kuat untuk improve ya Allah... Allahumma ihdini siratol mustaqim...

1- Al-quran - sekurangnya 2 maqra' pada setiap kelas.
2- ilmu Biology - wajib ulangkaji lepas kelas. wide up revision. strict.
3- ilmu Physics - wajib ulangkaji lepas kelas. wide up mind. clear.
4- mentomentee- wajib prepare.(maksudnye jika tak faham sesuatu site, pastikan faham) kerana tanggungjawab nak bagi orang faham.

dengan makhluk Allah:
1-call mak 2hari sekali.
2- senyum dan niat utk sedekah.

Allah...

ya Allah, im sad...  ya Allah, please forgive me... Allah forgive me...

am i not ikhlas? ya Allah, please forgive me...
ya Allah.....i want to enter jannah.... ya Allah... i dont know what to do... ya Allah im not ikhlas kan?

ya Allah...........is there anyone that i have sakiti.....Allah....it is tough...it was difficult...... aku jahat!!!!!

a letter for my future B. in serious mode :|

 Mashallah that was sooo beautiful. May allah swt give me a husband who has the values n morals as prophet mohamed SAW, I would never ask for anything else.

why do i feel like so? haiya. its very tough to control my heart. 

okay, this is from bottom of my heart, i dont wana contact with you anymore. cz im afraid to Allah, my master. n yours too. i do trust you. 

its bout the urea movement-urine balancing! :Phah

oho! renal tubule is the tubules of nephron! the peritubular capillaries is one of the blood capillaries surrounds the kidney! happily! hahah. but is it surround kidney? to be exact the tubules and ducts of kidney @ nephron! i guess it is nephron! nephron is a tube! close at one end and open at the other. the bowman's capsule lah close end tuuu. XOXO

okay, move on to post no.2, (urea can also be secreted into renal tubule increasing its concentration), 

aiyo, i dont really understand. into renal tubule? which means into the peritubular capillaries? dah sah urea 'll mix with blood. hmmm..wondering whether the renal tubule is the blood capillary or the tubule connecting to collecting duct- the pathway of urine secretion. if my second assumption is correct, it correlates to the fact that there are urea transporter!!! hahah. i guess they are at the membrane of the tubule, transporting urea from the renal medulla into the tubule lah- it is not sure whether the the proximal, convulated, or the collecting duct? haih. need to find out!!! insyaAllah... hehe. 

okay, next, move on to post no.3, haha..

(nice article about the kidney and some important part on osmoregulation) gotch it! Alhamdulillah.

wondering again.. collecting duct leads to renal pelvis where the urine is secreted out to the ureter - urinary bladder - the urethra!

How about renal artery and renal vein? where do they connect to?

the pathway is sort of like ; renal artery?(not sure which is which,hahah)-afferent arteriole-glomerular capillaries-efferent arteriole-renal vein. sort so the renal artery and renal vein are the BLOOD CAPILLARIES SURROUND THE NEPHRON. and so, what about renal tubule ??? haiya! its okay. you may ask sir later...heh2

and there the story is, the bowman is at cortex, whereas the tubules and collecting duct descends to the medulla :D!

okay, how does the nephron makes urine?

first, the nephron ( imean the tubule lah kan ) filters the blood- blood are forced out from the glomerulus capillaries to the lumen of the bowman's capsule. small molecules lah yg dibuli tuuu. imean the one that being forced. cause of dah dy kecik. hahahah..

second, the reclaiming of useful materials!!! hahah. means reabsorption lah. pathway : tubule -to- capillary.

lastly, surplus waste materials and ions are left is  secreted out as urine.

so, conclusion nya, jadilah orang yang  USEFUL ! kalo jadik waste mmg lah akan dibuang. thus, my mission wana be the useful servant of Allah. treat my mom, dad, teachers and future b well and the best! hehehe

insyaAllah...

In 24 hours the kidneys reclaim

• ~1,300 g of NaCl
• ~400 g NaHCO₃
• ~180 g glucose
• almost all of the 180 liters of water that entered the tubules.

SUBHANAALLAH! wow! its amazing! thats why you need to drink much water, or else, your kidney will reclaim the water inside the tubule banyak2 ( cz lack of water dlm badan kan) and left the urea alone. trapped!!!  

its as if all the content of blood plasma MINUS PROTEIN pass to the bowman becoming the glomerular filtrate!

okay, its clear! Alhamdulillah. refer kertas tuuu.


MOve on to post no.4 lah! (the answer can be found here plus in the question stem it already state that it can interfere with secretion, so which one will be affected? name at least 2)
ohh! its bout Acetalozamide. -alkanizing the urine? hah?

okay, now, post no.5., thiazide!

(the effect of this drug can be found here) to the URINE VOLUME in hypertension patient. haha!

tension pun leh affect air kencing~

hypertension person has high blood pressure. okay. its the basic. so?

and here the last but not least, haha!

the female's Arctic's bear :D.

Alhamdulillah! done with my lab lar..:P har2

the bones stuff is not so difficult lar, aha! its fascinating!! subhanaAllaah!

aha, n i found two significant comparison which are awesome!

the atlas                                                      VS         the axis
-has wide and long transverse process                     -the transverse process is very small!!!
-the centrum is not clear                                          -the centrum is there,present! ekee!
-the neural spine getting reduced                              -the neural spine is there! hahahh


and now, its 'bout;

Thoracic                                                    VS         Lumbar
-the transverse process is short.                               -the transverse process long wide downward!
                                                                                 (cam belalai gajah! ;D)
-the neural spine is long, pointing downward.           - the neural spine is small.
(cam gading gajah!!!!ahaha)
-has small centrum.                                                 -has big centrum. (support biggest stress)



p/s: the neural spine and spinous process are the same stuffs.    

thats it. hehe. for upmost gratitude to Allah. SUBHANAALLAH!!!

Allahu Akbar. till i meet you again blog heheh.

XOXO.                  

today is my lab day lar!! :p

okay the subject to examine ; is the bones.
gonna campare human and rabbit bone. aha!
getcha in your head huh?
okay, focus on -articulating sufaces,-its bout freedom of movement! yay!
                       -projections,-the attachment of tendons and ligament!-being flattened?!

okay, and of course u need to know the axial-then so the appendicular.
okay, here we start, the axial skeleton.
There're roughly 11 orders!!! oho!

1- its the skull!
    its comprises cranium, facial bones, and mandible! ahahaha
2- mandible is the lowe jaw.
    two mandibles? the teeth?
3- then the vertebral column.
i gotcha remmeber the human's ; cervical, thoracic. lumbar, sacral, caudal.
the transverse pit of vertebrae?
the atlas? the axis?


ohhh! it sis appendicular dah..
4- aha, then, the forelimb!
haha. the humerus, radius, ulna, carpal, metacarpals, phalanges

5- then, the hind limb. gotcha on femur, fibia, tibula, tarsa

aper kes ni :P

ha i woke up late this morning. cant survive the time before and after dawn. wohaaa! that was critical period. i do need to drink coffea ya Allah. dont be afraid dear. live life to the fullest. every single thing Allah dah tetapkan. so , work out the best. as ure the servant. yay!

gotcha. !

im not good as every one else.
but i know that Allah is the one. Allahu Ahad. haih!

senyum tu sedekah tau (:

today lotso takde planning yang baik. haiya. time is precious ya. huh. laundry!!! bile nak wat nie. nak jadi mcam saper ni... hmmm.. cam makuda! :D

ha, title tak relate ngan post. keh2.

tuntut ilmu.

hormatlah cikgu selagi hayat dikandung badan.